Monday, January 14, 2013

For Kaitlin Roig in Newtown, CT


Like King David, I have often found myself asking of God…”What is man that thou art mindful of him?” Human beings are so puny, so full of weaknesses, so riddled with sin… Why would the Creator of the universe even take note of us? One need only turn on a TV to hear stories of the darkness in the human heart. Stories of the most heinous evil imaginable are all too common among our race.

The most recent, and one of the most heinous events in memory, is that of 20 young children and six adults being brutally murdered at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown Connecticut. The pathetic soul who perpetrated this crime against humanity was given completely to evil. He first murdered his own mother with a gun he had stolen from her. He then murdered six more adults before putting a gun in the faces of young children and pulling the trigger. He ended the massacre by ending his own miserable life.

What caused this individual to do something so heinous will be a matter of some debate for years to come. I don’t care what caused it…he was evil, he liked killing innocent people and he will burn in hell! His name is not worthy to be remembered, especially in the same story with that of a hero.

It is an irony of life that the best and worst of human nature are often revealed in the same events. In the midst of the darkness of this event we should take note of the courage and love that was also displayed. It is in such times that I have come to believe life doesn’t so much create our characters as it reveals them.

We are prone to murder each other over the most irrelevant of things. We’ve even elevated murder to a massive scale. We call it war. We are prone to only look out for ourselves. We ignore the sickness, pain and disease that other members of our race fall victim to. Even lowly animals pay more attention to their own kind when another is hurting. It can be discouraging to think we are members of the same race that is capable of such things.

And then there are moments when a clean, clear light shines out of a human being. In those moments I feel hope for the human race. It is in those moments that I am given to feel proud of a fellow human being. I sometimes think God looks down and sees the light shining all the way to Him and, in those moments, He says: “That’s it! That’s what I’m looking for! That’s worthy of eternal life…”

In the Newtown, Connecticut massacre the pathetic creature that murdered six adults and 20 little kids showed us the darkest of darkness in human beings. In the same episode a light shined forth clear and true. A young school teacher named Kaitlin Roig, someone who probably never wanted or thought to gain national attention, has shown us the courage and decency the human heart is capable of.

This young teacher, upon hearing the shooting, took her first-grade class and hid them in a small bathroom. She did what she could to comfort and quiet them. While she recalled the children saying things like: “I just want my mom” and “I don’t want to die, I just want to go home and have Christmas” she calmed them by telling them they would be OK…they just had to wait for the good guys.

She said she thought they were all going to die so she told her students that she loved them because she wanted that to be the last thing they heard. Out of her own terror her thoughts were for the children she had been entrusted with. She wanted them to know someone loved them. A purer light I’ve never seen. One day the children she protected will realize how blessed they were to have such a teacher.
We, here in America, elevate and glorify violence in our movies and games. We then wonder when our children become insensitive to it. We've thrown God out of our public places then ask where He was when they occurred. Some of us want to blame guns but none of the gun laws now proposed would have prevented this. Such arguments are for another time. Right now I can only think of 20 young faces who's smiles are gone. Here and now I want only to remember them and honor a hero.
No doubt Ms. Roig doesn't think of herself as a hero...heroes never do. I'm also certain her students, their parents and the rest of America knows she is. There were, no doubt, other heroes who shined that day. As far as I’m concerned all the teachers there were heroes. Kaitlin Roig is a name that will never be forgotten...by her students, by her community and by her Creator. I’m sure God has it written down. And I'm sure He has found another jewel for His crown.

Thank You Ms. Roig...for your courage, for your heart, for your humanity...

Here are the names of Gods children whose lives were cut short. They now sleep awaiting His call...

Charlotte Bacon, Feb. 22, 2006

Daniel Barden, Sept. 25, 2005

Rachel Davino, July 17, 1983

Olivia Engel, July 18, 2006

Josephine Gay, Dec. 11, 2005

Ana M. Marquez-Greene, April 4, 2006

Dylan Hockley, March 8, 2006

Dawn Hochsprung, June 28, 1965

Madeleine F. Hsu, July 10, 2006

Catherine V. Hubbard, June 8, 2006

Chase Kowalski, Oct. 31, 2005

Jesse Lewis, June 30, 2006

James Mattioli, March 22, 2006

Grace McDonnell, Nov. 4, 2005

Anne Marie Murphy, July 25, 1960

Emilie Parker, May 12, 2006

Jack Pinto, May 6, 2006

Noah Pozner, Nov. 20, 2006

Caroline Previdi, Sept. 7, 2006

Jessica Rekos, May 10, 2006

Avielle Richman, Oct. 17, 2006

Lauren Rousseau, June 8, 1982

Mary Sherlach, Feb. 11, 1956

Victoria Soto, Nov. 4, 1985

Benjamin Wheeler, Sept. 12, 2006

Allison N. Wyatt, July 3, 2006

Heavenly Father I cannot comprehend the depth of pain that a parent must feel at losing a child in  such a way. Please hold Your children who sleep in the palm of Your hand until You awaken them. Please comfort those whose lives this has shattered including the family of the one who did this. Please bless those who mourn for their lost children... In Christ's Name I pray... Amen

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Update: Kaitlin Roig-DeBellis has written a memoir of this....Choosing Hope: Moving Forward from Life's Darkest Hours

It will soon be available on Amazon. Thank You Again 
Mrs. Roig-DeBellis.   

God Bless You...

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